The
righteousness of the blameless makes a straight way for them, but the
wicked are brought down by their own wickedness. (Proverbs 11:5)
Convicted
Watergate conspirator John Erlichman wrote of his experience: “When
I went to jail, nearly two years after the cover-up trial, I had a
big self-esteem problem. I was a felon, shorn and scorned, clumping
around in a ragged old army uniform, doing pick and shovel work out
on the desert. I wondered if anyone thought I was worth
anything...For years I had been able to sweep most of my shortcomings
and failures under the rug and not face them, but during the two long
criminal trials, I spent my days listening to the prosecutor tell
juries what a bad fellow I was...I’d go back to a hotel room and
sit alone thinking about what was happening to me. During that time
I began to take stock. I was wiped out. I had nothing left that had
been of value to me–honor, credibility, virtue, recognition,
profession.”
Then
Erlichman began to see himself...and to care deeply about his own
integrity, his capacity to love and be loved, and his essential
worth. He concluded about the Nixon years, “In a paradoxical way,
I’m grateful for them. Somehow I had to see all of that and grow
to understand it in order to arrive.” Sadly, the inner character
Erlichman developed came too late to impact his political career at
the top.
Keep
a daily check on your character. Of all the abilities you may
possess, the one to develop a good character is your greatest.
Holy
God, guide us in the development of our becoming what You would have
us be!